My life

::WHAT IF::

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. You found out i was married:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I refused to leave my home:

8. I got into a fight while you were there:



::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:



::WOULD YOU::

13. Help me hide a body?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

18. Try to solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?



::HAVE YOU EVER::

21. Lied to make me feel better?

22. Wanted to kiss me?

23. Wanted to kill me?

24. Broke my heart?

25. Kept something important from me?

26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?


::AND MORE::

27. Who are you?

28. Are we friends?

29. When and how did we meet?

30. Describe me in three word:

31. What was your first impression?

32. Do you still think that way about me now?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

35. How well do you know me?

36. When's the last time you saw me?

37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you??

so0o ya .. being having a hard go lately... .. everything going on rite now is not good.. then brenda fliping on me tonite did not help i came home and had my frist emotional break down.... and then i can not see my gf for a while cause she is in alot of shit my car is still broke and like 20 other things... but i got a new job.. so0o thats 3 jobs now.. and i am going away with elise to jamaica in 26 days.. i am s0o0 opumped.. only person i will miss is katelyn.... i no i sound likes a bitch when i say that but its true.... and ya ..... so0o ya...nuttin eles knew.. got to more tattoos..... besides that.. i dunno... just having a really hard go the last few days......ya k well ya wanna no ok.. here it goes

my mom and me a fighting alot.... and it hurts me so bad.. i no i never told anyone before but its hurts me when we fight and like half the things she sayz to me....cause she sayz i am fat ugly worth less piece of shit no one loves me.. i am killing my father .. and alot more.. and she just makes me feel so0o bad.... and i hate it..

my car is still broke and not going to fixed anytime soon....

my cuz is not doing ok at all.... its sucks.... cause i can not tell my mom or dad they told me not to tell them cause they do not want them to worry.. cause with dad being sick.....

dad is not feeling good lately.. which is bad...

brenda fliping on me tonite and shit.. did not help anything....

me not getting to see my friend for a while....really sucks cause i need see her. i needa hold her....

and me feeling like i have no one to talk to about this shit.... i just want to sit and cry and talk .. but i have no one.....

and i had my frist emotional break down tonite .. not fun... cause all i did was sit there and cry .. i wanted to call elise and ask her to meet me someweres but she had ryan with her. all i wanted to do is cry in her arms.. cause i feel so safe in her arms.. but ya..

so0o thats all... ya now u no whats giong on... so0o ya.. i am going to pro go cry myself to sleep like i do alot...

byesss

so0o yeah.. last thrusaday was my b-day.. i'm 19 now.. went to the bars friday.. had a goo time.. kinda hooked up with elise.. i dunno if u would call it that but we were cuddling and holding hands and shit.....then jamie and dave and elise stayed at my house that nite..... then saturday went to teh bars with dave and monkey.. i was in town with elise for a bite... cause i love her..... hermans was fuckin packed saturday nite..... they tonitw i picked up elise around 515 and we went to the rink then town and shit then with jamie then town... it was fun cause i was cuddling elise and holding her hand... man i love her..... u could take everything away from me and i would not care but if u took elise.. i think i would loss my mind... cause i love her so much...and the girl at the bar friday said we would make a very cute couple.......but ya... if we do not talk before we go to jamaica... i am going to sit her down up there one nite when we r watching the sunset on the beach and then cuddle under the stars.. then i am going to talk to her.....lol.... i'm a loser like that.. i like watching sunset and rises and laying under the stars.. and shit like that... i am just a romantic girl .. and i no who to treat my girl right... and elise will no that when she is ready....but ya.. i am going... i will update someday.......i truely love elise..... byess

hi.. ya i am wicket sad... i no elise prmoised me my chance to go out with her.. but i don't think the promise will come true....man.. like the way she loves ryan and sayz he is the world to her... well thats what she means to me.... everything she feels for ryan in the love way it what she means to me.. she is my world... like everytime i see her.... i cna't beautiful she is.. and when i see and ryan together i heart is being riped open... i want her more then life it self.. .. i am just hoping someday she will see that and love me back... say the 2 words i hope to hear..... oo man.. i am out... i am bawling.. again.... byesssss

i love u so much elise.. its onfit

oo what a b-day party.. hooked up with elise.. made out alot and cuddled.. it was hot.. then i asked her if i can have my one chance she said ya she promises.. and tonite she promised me she will let me no when she is ready....and as soon as she sayz she is ready to go out with me i am going to ask her..lol.. aww then i will be happy.. me and elise girlfriend and girlfriend...... i no it will work out....i just no.. from the bottom of my heart... ccause i love her so much and we get along so great.....but i got hockey in like 10 hours i need sleep byes.

i love u elise

every sad.. i miss elise alot... its only for like 1 nite and a almost 2 days.. i dunno y .. but i miss her alot... like alot..... but ya i am going to bed cause i hope tomorrow nite comes fast so0o i can see her.... but ya.. bye

oo i love u
all i ask is one chance
one chance to sweep u off ur feet
on chance to make u happy..
one chance

so ya.. been fun.... last few days hanging out with tiller and elise......and me and elise cuddling and shit.. but tonite elise was sad and crying and thats makes me sad when she is... i feel bad.. cause i wish there was somehting more i can do beside.. listening to her ad lettin her cry in my arms....but ya...ooo man.. i hope she will let me and her try going out someday.. after her and ryan break up if that happes.... cause she means the world to me.. and all i ask for is one chance.. if it does not work then we will still be bestfriends....nutting would ever change... nutting could ever change what elise means to me... so0o ya elise all i ask for is once chance.. to sweep u off ur feet.. cause i no i will.... but ya i am going.. have work tomorrow.. o yeah have a new pet.. a dawf hamster named muffie... elise named him for me.. but ya byess

so0o ya not having a good week at all.... last friday my friend and 2nd cuzin were in a bad car accident then saturday my car broke down .. it needed a new starter... saturday nite wasthe best .. its what i needed cause my weekend was going bad... me and elise hooked up.... thanks elise... i loved it... se it does not take much to please me... that 2and half hours of us cuddleing was like me being in heaven....so0o ya thanks.... then sunday was just a werid day... sunday nite skip hit my car with the plow and smashed it.. did not find out till monday.... theni tink tuseday niite i got pulled over and almost got a big ticket... the cop was a fucking snoddy asshole to me... treated me like shit....ummm... then yesterday was meh i did not see any of my friends.... and i took a reall really bad hard fall.. and today i am in alot of pain it hurts to more my upper body and breathe and move my arms higher then my shoulders.. so0o i think i prused 2 fribs and both shoulders....... i may go up the hospital... but ya.... i am going..... talk to u when i life gets better... byesss

i love elise....

byess

so ya... i have not being feeling well and shit... and everything going on right nmow is not good... but i had the best weekend of my like with elise and the boys.... so0o ya .. me and elise were talking about some stuff the last few days and it really has me think ing and stuff... and i would do anything to be with her..... and i swear on my life if we did go out and we broke up nuttin would change between us.....and elise u know u can come to me with anything.. i mean anything... i am only a fone call away for u and a drive cause i will come over ... and i will come get u if ur having a bad day......nuttin u do or say and change what u mean to me.. i just want u to no that .. but ya


going to the mall to get elise her $200 thing.... today pumped...lol..... did a few things to my car this morning... before it started raining... but its sunny now....lol... so0o ya ....i have to work friday and saturday nite till 9 915... i think saturday after work is a movie nite and me elise micki chris and maybe 2 other guys r watchin movies and micki and elise r stay i hope.....but ya....ooooo i have a big crush on someone for a while now... but ya ... besides that......nuttin eles is knew......but i am going to wait for elise dad to take her out so0o we can go to the mall.. talk to ya later....


byes

A soliciting-of-comments game:
If you comment on this post stating your honest first impression of me, I will respond with my honest first impression of you! Then we shall become offended and fight it out and hopefully remain friends afterwards.

200. My middle name is: leanne

199: I was born on: march 2nd, 1987.

198. I am a: sports girl

196. My eye color is: light brown

195. My shoe size is: 9 and half 10

194. My ring size is: 8 9

192. My height: 5'9"

191. I am allergic to: u...lol jking.. i dunno

190. I live in: the peir

189. The last book I read: heartland

188. My bed is: Big!

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: dicks

186. I am glad I'm me because: the nicest person in the world

179. My favorite Holiday is: Xmas.

178. The perfect kiss is with: elise

177. The last three things I bought are: pop.. gum...cd

176. Last song that made me cry was: savin me by nicklback.. makes me cry everytime

172. My most treasured possession(s) is/are: my friendship with elise

170. What did you do over break?: What break?... i am not in school...lol

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Burn. into a sweet ass tan

:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::

143. Santa? No.

142. Love at first sight? yes

141. Luck?: Yes.

140. Fate?: Yes.

139. God? yes

138. Aliens?: Maybe.

137. Heaven?: yes

136. Hell?: yes

135. Ghosts?: YES

134. Horoscopes? Yes.

135. Soulmates? Yes.

:::::Which is Better?:::::

129. Hugs or Kisses? Kisses.

128. Drunk or High: Neither.

127. phone or online: Depends.

126. Red heads or Black hair: BOTH

120. Night or Day: night

119. Oranges or Apples: Apples.

118. Curly or Straight hair: curly

:::::Here's What I Think About:::::

116. Abortion?:dunno.

115. Backstabbers?: Stoopid.

114. Parents? Amazing. sometime

110. School?: Super!

::::Last time I::::

103. Slapped Someone: long long ago

102. Hugged someone: the other day

101. saw someone I haven't seen in a while: today

::::MISC::::

90. Who's the ditziest person you know: chris

89. Who makes you laugh the most: Elise.

87. One thing I'm sad about right now is: i miss elise

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: dunno

82. The thing I don't understand is: my life

79. The one thing you love about yourself: My eyes

76. Next summer I am: Enjoying my break with elise

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: elise and my friends

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: going out with elise

73. Tomorrow: calling chris

72. Today: Is gonna take forever to go by.

71. Next Summer: pumped

70. Next Week: snowborading

67. People who call me: dunno

64. The person I have been good friends with the longest: jen

62. The person who knows the most about me is?: Elise.

61. The person that can read me the best is: elise

60. The most difficult thing to do is: Say goodbye.

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Never! :)

58. I have the following siblings: Two.

56. My zodiac sign is: fishhhh...lol

55. The first person I was in "love" with was: Elise

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: micki

51. Right now I am talking to: myself cause i am cool

48. I have/will get a job as: usher at centre 200.. and it sucks

47. I have these pets: 5 cats 4 dogs 2 fish 1 kitten and 2 crabs

46. I wish I was: skinny
45. The worst sound in the world: i dunno

44. The person that makes me cry the most is: dunno

39. My boyfriend/girlfriend: don't have one:(:(:(:(:(

34. My favorite state? dunno.. i love jamaica

33. My favorite piece of clothing is: shorts... but i love shoes

32. My favorite sport to play/do is: o god i have to many.. i love them all.. but i love snowborading

31. Last time I cried: like 5 mins ago

28. The school I go to is: SA.. well i did last year

27. last person i got pissed at:dunno.

26. My worst drinking experience was;don't have one

22. The all-time best movie: ladder 49 .. umm i dunno
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: elise

19. The most annoying thing ever is: i dunno

17. I lose all respect for people who: Lie.

16. The movies I have cried at are: The Notebook, alot

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: lossing my grandmother.....

10. My favorite phrases: sa-weet kdeal lol dunno meh
9. My room is: white with horse and snowboraidn pics everywere

8. My favorite celebrity is:aimee lee

6. My downfall is: dunno

5. My weakness is: losing elise
4. What turns me on: elise.

3. Who broke your heart: the question is who DIDN'T ...

2. I filled out 200 questions because: Meh...bored.

1. What do you most regret in your life?: Letting people walk all over me.

ooo hello ppl .. never updated in a while... been busy snowboradin with elise and town with elise and shit.......but ya wnats knew me nuttin at all... my mom found out about my tounge ring......she does not care....ummm i am hooking up with kris soon.... and i have a good feeling about him..... i think we may end up going out... but ya.... i have elise to thank....thanks elise.. llove ya... so0o0 ya nuttin knew here at all....meet my brother chris today at the ski hill with elise... i hope elise will come to meet my mom with me... cause i really want elise there with me.... she is my bestfriend in the world and i want her there for suport... but i did not ask her yet.....but ya.. i have nuttin....i am heading to bed have to get up and call kris.... so0o ya i will update sometime soon byesssss

so ya.. i got my touge pierced saturday nite...lol...went to doolys friday it was fun.. i am going again this friday ..ryan may be hookin me up with one of his friends....pumped.. so0o ya ....i dunno what eles to say.. i got a snowborad and shit to go snowborad...lol... been going out the hill with elise.. its fun.. going ot better when i can sknowborad tho....lol....me and ryan r flirting wicket bad...lol...hehehehehehehehebut ya i am going to sl;eeep got to get up and go skiing with elise.. byesss

Your Birthdate: March 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

ya..so0o0 ya ...i dunno... like i really do love her..but i dunno.....i told her i will wait for her..but ya...she means the world to me... she is my everything... but ya ... i dunno....like everything about her is prefect.. i love u so much ... she does not understand.. but ya... i can't put her into words thats how much i love her but ya..i gome byesss

do it plz


x if yes
blan if no

Would you?

[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] give me your screenname? ______________
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go to dinner with me?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of
nowhere?


D0 Y0U...
[_] think im hott?
[_] think im cute?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] wanna have sex with me?
[_] wanna have everything but sex?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?


HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] going to repost this?

omg..lol...whats a week
...i hooked up with jill the last like 7 days......then had a party last nite like 11 ppl were here .. it was fun....then i drove shauna and them home went down the dance and saw elise and brenda......then went home.. and waited for elise to come down... then things got wicket fun and funny....i made out with someone fuckin hot....oooooo she is a fuckin wicket kissers....ooooooooo.......a elise i'm going to PORK U .....lol....what a nite......kelly drunk...lol...fuckin weak.. i dunno what elise to say.. it was kinda fun but when elise got there i had more fun......but ya.. i am going ...love ya elise.....

byesss

so ya .. bored.. nuttin to do...so today i realized the only girl i truly love and the only girl the is rite for me is elise but ya... i dunno.. i love her to death i wish she could see that... but y a.. nuttin new here..same old shit/... me being singel.. like the only one in the group ... i hate it.....but what can i do... to fat and ugly to get a girl.. or guy... but ya .. i am going ... i am waiting for elise and micki to come on the computer.......byesss

so ya.. never did this thing in a while... nuttin new..4 like 5 days till chritsmas...sad week... its going to bed hard.. but hey... w.e i guess...always has and alwasy will be hard and sad week for me.... but w.e no one understands or cares so0o fuck it.....marsha is a fuckin bitch i knew i should have trusted her ... just like last time.. but hey i am stupid like that and let everyone walk all over me...... butya really really really really really really really really really liking cindel... i think we may hook up this week.. i hope......but ya i am going to get ready then out lorraines for most of the nite..... cya later


LOVE U KATIE...........OMG DO I EVER LOVE U AND MISS U .... ... CYA LATER
R.I.P. Katie (nanny)